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Cause it’s you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to Lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you

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play with me in the rain.

i was in a real crazy mood the entire day.smiling and laughing like crazy.in the mornin i juz laughed at myself wen my stomach was hurting.when lxp made me and shimin stand for talkin throughout her lesson,i was still happy cos i found it quite funny.honestly,i was restless so standing helped.during physics,loo gave me attitude even though i did my work,i was still in a good mood.during chem i was feelin quite high.
the one thing tt made me angry the whole day was the nametag thing.but i guess alot of pp do hve that problem.now i hve 3 black nametags.wtf.its ok,il paint it!but sigh,its not the same.

aft sch,met eednar!and went to starbucks.
walked in the rain with her ((:
its the best feeling.
was drenched so we sat outside.
mikoh tania and clara were inside.
ranDEE and i talked bt stuffs,didnt do much work though.
i realli wasnt in the mood anymore.
aft a while,tania left and mikoh and clara came out.
i said my neck was pain.ARGH,and then mikoh said it means a ghost is sitting on your shoulder!omg! ): scared the shit out of me.and i dunno wtf i did to my leg,i cant walk properly.
left tanglin at around 830?was on my way hme wen my sis called.met her awhile and talked.wen i was goin hme i suddenly realised i hve no energy left in my body.i try and try so hard to keep myself happy,but wen i think of everything around me,sigh.

to think tt they are leaving.leaving so soon.
its already april.and before i know it,they'd be gone.
sigh,avoid seeing them around cuz i noe it'l juz kill me.
ive to admit,im not over it.
i dont think id ever get over it.
id be happy for them wen they graduate,but sigh.
frankly,i wish i didnt retain.
if i didnt retain,i might not be feeling this way now
if i didnt retain,maybe we all cld still be good friends
if i didnt retain,maybe i wldnt miss u so much
if i didnt retain,i wont hve to keep thinking of wad will happen wen they leave.
if i didnt retain,i wldnt hve screwed up my life this much
(just so u noe,a long long time ago,wen u told me u frankly wished i didnt retain cos everytime u see her in class,u miss me.i was happy.i was happy u felt tt way.even though ure comparing me to her.but yeah,not the pt.sigh,and i guess u dont anymore but atleast i noe u used to.)
haiz,i realli wish.
dont go without saying goodbye.(with a smile)pls.

wen im happy and my friends are around,i feel tt maybe lifes worth living.but then again,there are those times wen u noe ur life is a mess and u feel like giving up.
i miss her(are things realli dat diff since i retained?)
i miss her(an impt friend,but al this juz made me realise how little i mean to u)
i miss my sis(u make me sad,u dont seem to care tt u left me here all alone to watch them argue)
i miss me. ( i miss playing around smiling laughing whining and jumping wen i see a hot car)

i realli believed i was gettin back to normal.like the crazy happy smiley me.but i guess wen u start to think abt everything,u just realise tt its not al tt easy.

fuck,i hate the nway im feeling now.
i realli need someone to tell me everythings gonna be alrite
i need someone to hold my hand and pull me through this
i need someone to walk with me in the rain
i need someone to juz sit with me and watch the clouds.
i need someone to just sit at the stairs with me and laugh at the stupidest things.
i need.. )': i just need.. one person hu cld do tt.
and soon.

the tears keep rolling down my cheeks.wont they stop?
i need a break.my eyes are tired.

the simple truth is im falling down.

Acasius
Clara
Jiatru
Joanne Lee
Lydia Soh
Mikoh
Sam Tan
Sarah Yip
Shona
Sky
Tania
Trina
Yejing


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